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today, i am finally on a dose of prednisone that is within normal limits. i am so exhausted from the last few days. i can't believe michael jackson is no longer ... i will remember being at rachel's when someone gets the first text, and then confirming on TMZ. it was surreal. rachel plays billie jean at the end of the day and it's too surreal. no one can believe it. she says "thriller" was the very first album she bought with her own money. he is a legend more than anyone else in my mind. existed totally beyond his image. defines legendary. i just can't stop thinking about it. i am so sad.