January 18, 2004

I'm pretty excited about school starting again, as it'll provide some more outlets for me; I'm bursting with restlessness. I have my Neighbor Totoro and "Seiichi Hayashi" size b5 notebooks ready to go on my desk, and my mechanical pencils.

I'm anticipating a lot from my life, and I think I am going to do something you won't realize until it's been finished. I think it might be too big to talk about right now. But, let's just say it'll be huge. I am going to be a builder.

The season and end of year vibe is suggesting a global scale, of enduring distance, and enduring time. I think it used to scare me, but after talking to good friends, it's become more ... conquerable. Because, when you want to do global work, you have to be a global person. And it just begins with seeing Big. It's in the eyes. A stunning vision of enormous proportions. Yeah!

There are many options, in diverging pathways ... my only fear is not knowing which will have the greatest outcome, but I suppose it's the nature of risk that I have to accept, and not just accept, love.

Let's drop it all and go.


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