February 23, 2004

-i like the sounds of horns honking, reverberating in deep city streets of steel skyscrapers, emitted from cars that are situated like tiny ants between perilously tall stalks of grass.

-i like tumultuous lighting: great shadows, great contrast. i like days when the sun is setting between stormy clouds, the clouds are angry and ready to rain, while the sun wonders whether it should leave the scene or not, spreading its intermittent rays through thin moments. the shadows are strange, because the combination of sun and rain is bizarre and beautiful.

-i like great dreams. i had this crazy dream last night about the demise of my boyfriend. a mob had captured him to initiate him into some strange hundred person cult in an abandoned barn/warehouse, were going to use his blood after his performance, tied to the ceiling, was called to dive from a platform. i came to the rescue along with my ex's fraternity brothers, fell from a rescue plane in ro's arms, pulled the cable that released the parachute and after wafting over miles of grey industrial city grid, drifted down into a brooklyn park.



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